Day 91 – We only become free together

When the Korean says “all beings escape together,” there’s a nuance the English reader may not notice. While on the surface it comes across as “wouldn’t it be nice if we all became free,” in Korean, there’s also a meaning of “The only way to become free is altogether.”

To put it another way, it’s setting aside our attitude of discrimination, of exclusion, of thinking that some are better or worse than others. For while some beings may not be doing a great job of things, we are all inherently manifestations of the one, and “awakening” is knowing and manifesting this “one.” If we want to know this for ourselves, we have to start by trying to move in tune with this, even though we don’t see it for ourselves. Then, the more we can move in tune with this, easier it will be for us to become aware of it.

That’s why (broken record!) reciting these verses from The Thousand Hands Sutra is so helpful. They reflect how things really are, and when we recite these and let them sink down within us, all the lives that make up our bodies are also learning these truths.

May everyone discover the bright light within themselves in this new (but old) year of 2021!
with palms together,
Chong Go

May all beings escape together
escape from suffering and become free.

만물이 함께 고에서 벗어나 벗어나 자유인이 되게 하옵소서.

You need the sustenance of spiritual experiences

I was just reminded of this post, and although it’s from a while ago, it’s just as relevant today. Perhaps even more so.

Start your study with experiences, with applying and experimenting with what you know. Don’t think that you can wait until after enlightenment before you have experiences. If you want to know your true self, experiences are the fastest way to go.  

The Abbess, Hye Won Sunim

When I first became a monk, the abbess at the main Hanmaum Seon Center in Anyang said to me, “Without the experiences (that come from trying to rely upon one’s inherent Buddha-nature), it’s really hard to live as a monk or nun for very long. You need the sustenance of these experiences.”   

Here is a bit more that she has said about spiritual experiences.  

The more effort you make, the more results and experiences you will get.  And the more effort you make, the harder your true nature will push you. The harder you study, the harder your true self, Juingong, pushes you.   If you are determined to study very hard, and try to do so, you will have some obstacles from other people, monks and nuns, laypeople, and various people around you. If you stop studying because of obstacles from other people, you won’t make any further progress.  So don’t be bound or tied down by these.

The first thing you have to pass through is learning to ignore the obstacles from other people.  To me, I’m focused on taking care of my practice, regardless of what other people are doing to me.  I have seen many people, including sunims and laypeople who drop out because of obstacles from laypeople and hardships from their teacher.  Don’t try to have the same experience several times.  Once you have an experience, try to let it go so that you can have other experiences. 

The Rule of Fish

There’s an odd thing I’ve discovered about spiritual experiences – they have a lot in common with fish: They’re alive and vibrant at first, but unless we release them, within a day or two, they really begin to stink.  

Unless we let go of them, nothing new comes, so it’s very hard to keep growing. In addition, if we don’t release them, they will become a foothold for “I” and the all the opinions and fixed views that go along with this sense of “me.” Without even being aware of it, a subtle thought begins to pervade our consciousness, “Look what I know.” From the moment this stink of I starts to pervade our outlook, things begin to fall apart.  I can’t claim to know all the details about why this is, but my feeling is that the dualistic thought, of what I know, begins to cut us off from the whole and our source of energy and wisdom.   

However, when we release what we’ve experienced and become one with it, even though we seem to lose sight of it, it’s still there, transforming us. And when we need it, it will return.  

Trusting our root, our true nature, means that we entrust it with not just the bad things, but also the good things. We release them all to this root, remembering that is what’s really taking care of our lives and everything we encounter.

Day 90 – May all beings become one with all Buddhas

May all beings
become one, become one
one with all Buddhas
one mind, one mind
one body, one body.

모든 중생 한자리 한자리, 한마음 한마음, 한몸 한몸,

Day 89 – The eye of wisdom can show everything

May the bright eye of wisdom
fill the universe with light shining brightly, illuminating all.

눈이 눈이 우주에 가득 차 두루 밝아 밝아 또 밝아

Day 88 – Determination and diligence

Through mind, determination, and diligence
let me brighten and deepen my wisdom
and realize this great unshakable mind.

마음, 정진하는 마음,
부지런히 지혜의 혜가 밝아서 부동심을 이루도록 하옵소서.

Day 87 – Our great, unshakable mind

Deluded thoughts of every kind,
when entrusted to our great unshakable mind,
will all melt away,
will all melt away.

모든 망상도 부동심으로 스스로 스스로

Day 86 – Meeting this great truth of emptiness

Going and going,
changing and changing,
meeting this great truth of emptiness
all suffering and disasters fall away
and disappear
disappear.

가고 가고 돌아 돌아 모든 고난이 큰 뜻으로
모든 액난이 몰락 사라지이다, 사라지이다.

The Early History of Hanmaum Seon Center, as told by Park Jae Won

박고모님

Mr Park could often be seen around the main office at the Anyang Hanmaum Seon Center. He was quite a tall, big-boned man, probably close to 190cm tall (6’2~3″), and yet radiated warmth and friendliness. It seemed like he had always been at the center, and had, in fact, been helping Daehaeng Kun Sunim since the mid 1970s. He passed away in January, 2018, and his wife passed away only a few weeks later. This  interview appeared in the May/June 2006 issue (#27) of Hanmaum Journal.

If you visit the Anyang Hanmaum Seon Center, there is a chance you’ll see Mr. Jae Won Park(박재원). He has known Kun Sunim for many decades, and been a member of the Seon Center from it’s early years. In addition to taking care of all kinds of large and small jobs for the Seon Center, he also used to have many important roles in the Buddhist community and larger society of Korea. Here is his story.

Hanmaum Journal: How did you come to meet Daehaeng Kun Sunim?

I first met her through my association with Tanho Sunim [Tanho Sunim was also a disciple of Hanam Sunim, and was considered one of the foremost scholars of modern Korea -translator]. I’d met Tanho Sunim in the mid-1960’s and later had formed a group to help support his teaching and vision. He and Kun Sunim were very good friends, so on one of his visits, I went along and met Kun Sunim. That’s how I first met her, and eventually, in April of 1976, I had been appointed as senior adviser to Hanmaum Seon Center.

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Tanho Sunim

For many years I’ve wondered about that karmic affinity that led me to meet Daehaeng Kun Sunim. Her path has been so different from that of a worldly person like me. In my heart she’s closer to me than my own parents were; what kind of connection must there be to cause this? How much strength and hope must I have gotten from her in my past lives that I would neglect everything else to help take care of the Seon Center? I’ve thought often about how meeting her gave me such strength and why it was such a turning point in my life.

Continue reading “The Early History of Hanmaum Seon Center, as told by Park Jae Won”

Day 84 – The wisdom of the eye that’s not an eye

Are you remembering to recite these? 🙂 The thing I love about reciting these is that it gives us a perspective and an idea for a level of practice that we may not have achieved on our own yet, but as we recite and listen to these, some deep within responds and goes “Yes!”

With the wisdom of the eye that’s not an eye,
please look after me and guide me to the one mind of all Buddhas.

부처님의 마음과 내 마음이 둘 아니게 인도하여
눈 아닌 눈의 지혜로 두루 이루어 살피고 살피소서.